Wednesday 25 December 2013

Perempuan malang

Ada satu kisah ni. Pasal member gua. Dia tersangatla sayang pada boifren dia. Tapi apa kan daya. Jodoh depa terlalu jauh. Ada je halangan. Lepas satu satu. Kesian. Terlalu banyak halangan dan alasan sampai takde jalan nak selesaikan. Umur dah makin banyak. Mak bapak si perempuan dah bising bising. Nak buat macam mana? Makin biar makin banyak dosa. Si lelaki senyap. Salahkan keadaan. Si perempuan tekad kali ni dia perlu pentingkan diri, dulukan family. Buka hati. Tabahkan hati. Terima pada yang sudi.

Kesian kau pempuan. Kesian kau. Banyak sangat menda yang dah jadi. Kau boleh lagi relax macam takde pape jadi. Tercongok setia macam bodoh. Nak doa macam mana lagi pon dah taktahu dah. Mebi kau perlu doa mintak dipendekkan umur. Biar tak menyusahkan lagi.

Kesian.

Keep on smiling and keep pretend nothing happened.

Bangun dan lari. Go.

Thursday 12 December 2013

Because i choose to

I choose to love you in silence
for in silence I receive no rejection.

I choose to love you in loneliness
for in loneliness no one owns you but I.

I choose to adore you from a distance
for distance will shield us from pain.

I choose to kiss you in the wind
for the wind is gentler than my lips.

I choose to hold you in my dreams
for in my dreams you have no end.

‘If you don’t understand my silence, how will you understand my words?’